The One I've Been Waiting For

My apologize for the
singular focus of late. I have shared much in this
blog, as my feminine has been guiding the journey of
awakening through a transitioning with another. I have
practiced bringing peace, heart space, and
understanding to myself and my relationship. And, it
seems that recent embodiment of radiant feminine love
has caught the interest of someone who sees my
potential... who showers me with the potent force of
his integrity and commitment to serve my highest good.
Today,
I was swept off my feet into the arms of love.
I fell into the
embrace of a exceptionally powerful lover that sees me
as the sacred gift that I am. This Beloved He pulled me
close to him with such a force, it took my breath away!
His aim, he said... to protect me from myself. I have
attracted the masculine love of my dreams... and it
comes from within. It is a love that dares
my divine feminine to accept nothing less than its
equal. The Beloved She within me
(radiant love) has met, enchanted, and wed The Beloved
He within me (trusted direction). I am the child reborn
of their union.
It happened when I caught myself - quite literally -
looking around the space of my life, once again asking
the question: Why am I not being
cherished and honored as the sacred gift that I am?
I know that our physical
world is but a reflection of our inner reality. And
so... I turned the mirror inward. I called a dear
friend by phone who always delivers the truth. This
elder woman was a tour guide on a journey within my own
energetic field and its recent consequences. The
results of my recent actions was undeniable. I have
spent tremendous energy taking care of my partner, of
the relationship, and of outer circumstances. Yet who
was taking care of me?
It was then that a masculine force within swept me up
in a proclamation:
"It is you
who does not
honor your beauty. It is you
who must
cherish you. It is you
that must enter
a sacred covenant without exception. And it is I who
will show you how."
The Beloved He immediately began to guide me from
within to take steps to nurture myself... drawing
healthy boundaries around my body, my heart, and my
physical space. With commitment and diligent
understanding, He stands nearby as I tenderly landscape
the perimeters of the sacred temple that is me. I am
choosing to entertain thoughts, actions, and
relationships that greet my heart with reverence. And
through the gates of my self-love, only energies that
meet the highest standards of love shall pass.
Thank you to Kali Rose for an illuminating reading
today that shed light on my path. Thank you to Gail -
my soul sister of truth - who reminded me what it is to
love myself through my choices. And thank you to The
Beloved He who embraced me with the force of the love
that I deserve, so that I might claim it now.